I am now 6 days passed my due date, and from my last doctor’s appointment (Monday), my cervix is not yet effaced or dilated. I’m sick of reading/hearing other people go “I am 38 weeks and 80% effaced…” and I am so tired of people asking “oh…not yet?”. I already went in for a non-stress test last Friday and an ultrasound on Tuesday and everything looks fine. Chou-Chou’s dropped, engaged and ready to go. So why isn’t Chou-Chou coming out yet? I am so tired of waiting, so tired of being pregnant and so wanna go into labor NOW! I felt some “painful contractions” 3 hours earlier, but they were gone within a half hour. It’s 3am now and I’m sitting here waiting for the contractions to come back…but nothing…
I am starting to think there’s something wrong with me…maybe I am broken.
If I’ve known Chou-chou’s gonna be this late, I’d have stayed at work longer. Sitting at home everyday, waiting, bored outta my mind. All I do everyday now is wake up, go for a walk, make lunch, prepare dinner, watch TV, cook dinner, do dishes, watch some more TV and then try to fall asleep…I’ve already scrubbed the house a few times. I’ve done all the laundry. The dogs are bathed. I’m seriously pissed.
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